tired..

that's the word which comes to my mind everytime i wake up, to see the morning sun is to know that the day is going to repeat itself; nothing's gonna change no matter how i try to look on the brighter side of it..

why is it that i feel so cold? feel so unattended, so brushed aside, that my actions all seemed in vain.. the things i do, to spend time with you, all seems so unfruitful; we'll end up everyday quarrelling or at least bad facing each other. why?

seems like all the honey is to be shown in private, no public affection, no frequent attentions towards each other, treating each other as if that we were perhaps courting each other but not to let others know.. the distance that is keeping us apart is growing ever so wider..

things that you've said you'll do, things that you've wanted to do, wish to own, i've provided them all, but still, i feel that i'm being left out, kicked aside, only got your attention when u need something from me.. i'm not being selfish or what.. but this is seriously how i felt..

sigh... i really feel down these couple of days.. really am getting tired of all this fights.. im really.. gonna break down soon..

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