another day, another quarrel.. just like always.. hard to have happy times, hard to do the things that we use to enjoy.. forgotten, forsake, misunderstood...it's not that i don't care about you, u know deep down inside i do, that's why i'm still here and not away from you.

what makes it so wrong that i did? i did not claim that i am single when im not, i did not make love to another girl and get caught 5 times by you like your ex, i did not disregard your feeling when you say u do not like about me doing something else.

I did forsake my friends for your sake, i did try to make all your fantasy and dreams come true, i did try to change and make an effort to head down your place like u wanted, i did and have been changing so much till i've really lose track of myself..

what am i doing? why am i doing this? what happen to me? most importantly... who am i?

i really dunno.. i really feel so trapped and engulfed in this tiny airspace that i'm allowed to breathe once a while.. sigh... i'm just blogging this out to seek another area of freedom.. this is my only escape, my only way to let things out without complicating things.. hope you'll understand..

but baby, for your sake, i'll still press on till i'm that perfect man that you seek and hunger for.. i'll keep on trying..

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