Ever wonder wad makes a good relation?
Is it the care and concern that your partner showers? or perhaps its the lust and musky scent that emits from the heat under those sheets? or perhaps its just plain old senseless love? unspoke of, unconditional, a person whom you thought is often taken for granted, but is literally indispensible. well, perhaps..
i wonder, what do i actually wnat? do i want a relationship of a girl whom i can take care of? or am i the one in need of being taken care of... been through several relationships but amist all, i have yet to understand what is the meaning of love; sad but true. i often ask myself this question. "Can i live without them?" often than not, the answer is yes. why? because i have so much on hands at the age of 23, darnit! Exams, socialising, parties, racing, gigs, booze , sports and so much more!! but again... at the end of each day, i often find myself savouring these feelings alone with the companionship of my 4 walls.. even with exisiting relationships, i've yet to actually find a really comfortable one; one which understands what i yearn for, what do i possess and help me with my directions. It's like a crossroad of needs verus wants.
yes, im a selfish guy, but hey, com' on , which guy is perfect right? Usually you will find self proclaimed top-of-the-breed guys that says "i know what i want/you are just a kid/you should learn to think on your own/etc" but yet at the same time, the they often contradict themselves, if not, becoming the legendary MCPs of singapore, if not SNAGs.. so i wonder.. what does make a good relation? if not a good partner?
i wonder...

Song playing now: Rhianna - Unfaithful
Mood : calm...

+ Do not spam
+ Do not rip anything off
+ No vulgarities



Hello. I'm Desmond.
If you are reading this blog and you do not know what i am about, then just click on the small cross on the top right corner. Cheers!
[bold, underline, strike, italicize]




Free chat widget @ ShoutMix



[friend]
to be updated
[friend]



1) New laptop
2) Aperture 2 for mac
3) 1 Strobe w/soft box or umbrella
4) Reflector Gold/Silver
5) Adobe Photoshop CS3
6) Honda Jazz


[August 2006] [September 2006] [October 2006] [November 2006] [December 2006] [January 2007] [February 2007] [March 2007] [April 2007] [May 2007] [July 2007] [August 2007] [June 2008]