Thursday, May 24,1:40 PM
mmmm.. just realised 2 things,
1. Vista ain't that fantastic. Appearance wise is incredible, with a lot of good improvement to interface and also being more user friendly when u finally get use to it. But overall, currently it still sucks.. not compatible with my printer, Cd-Burner nor with my Laptop.. irritating...
2. The person whom i thought was changing for the better, has changed for the worse, and on top of that, you called me "kor".
You know who you are.
What makes u think u can always shoot ur foul mouth off at people who did not offend u, what makes u think that they can stomach ur nonsense? silence DOES NOT mean concent, and if u realised, i stayed away from you this semester, for a freaking good reason; i aint want ur nonsense no more. But what else can u pull? well, if you got issues with me, ask me. No point going 1/2 way round to someone else and blowing ur top off just to say "i dunno if i can trust u anot"
What kinda person do you take me for when i asked you nicely "can u tell me what's wrong with him" and you come over, "you guess la, you guess la" and "i'm not gonna tell you" if your're not bothered, dun even start. Stop behaving like a spoiled brat who cuss and swears like it's so cool, cause it ain't.
I'm offically stating here for a fact that i had it with people who ain't got the respect to actually tell me that "hey, we've got a problem here and let's do something about it" if you are not one of those people, well, i'd just say, FUCK off. and yes, i expect you to go around talking behind my back and stuff, cause that's what you have been doing, but just a caution,
i have a short fuse,
don't ever let me find out. i've been more than tolerant towards you for a sem.. u ever tempt me again, i will NOT hesitate to come down on you hard..
Tuesday, May 1,11:47 PM
tired..
that's the word which comes to my mind everytime i wake up, to see the morning sun is to know that the day is going to repeat itself; nothing's gonna change no matter how i try to look on the brighter side of it..
why is it that i feel so cold? feel so unattended, so brushed aside, that my actions all seemed in vain.. the things i do, to spend time with you, all seems so unfruitful; we'll end up everyday quarrelling or at least bad facing each other. why?
seems like all the honey is to be shown in private, no public affection, no frequent attentions towards each other, treating each other as if that we were perhaps courting each other but not to let others know.. the distance that is keeping us apart is growing ever so wider..
things that you've said you'll do, things that you've wanted to do, wish to own, i've provided them all, but still, i feel that i'm being left out, kicked aside, only got your attention when u need something from me.. i'm not being selfish or what.. but this is seriously how i felt..
sigh... i really feel down these couple of days.. really am getting tired of all this fights.. im really.. gonna break down soon..
Hello. I'm Desmond.