I ♥ Music

Thursday, March 29,2:04 PM

Sometimes, songs seems to express the simplest of feelings..

Boys 2 Men
On Bended Knee

And I....

Darlin' I, I can't explain
Where did we lose our way
Girl it's drivin' me insane
And I know I just need one more chance
To prove my love to you
If you come back to me
I'll guarantee
That I'll never let you go

CHORUS:

Can we go back to the days our love was strong
Can you tell me how a perfect love goes wrong
Can somebody tell me how to get things back
The way they used to be
Oh God give me the reason
I'm down on bended knee
I'll never walk again, until you come back to me
I'm down on bended knee

So many nights I dream of you
Holding my pillow tight
I know that I don't need to be alone
When I open up my eyes
To face reality
Every moment without you
It seems like eternity
I'm begging you, begging you come back to me

CHORUS:

Can we go back to the days our love was strong
Can you tell me how a perfect love goes wrong
Can somebody tell me how to get things back
The way they used to be
Oh God give me the reason
I'm down on bended knee
I'll never walk again, until you come back to me
I'm down on bended knee

(Baby, Im sorry. Please forgive me for all the wrong I've done.
Please come back home girl. I know you put all your trust
in me, I'm sorry I let you down. Please forgive me girl.)

I'm gonna swallow my pride
Say I'm sorry
Stop pointing fingers, the blame is on me
I want a new life
And I want it with you
If you feel the same
Don't ever let it go
You gotta believe, in the spirit of love
it can heal all things
We won't hurt any more
No I don't believe our love's terminal
I'm down on my knees, begging you please
Come home

CHORUS:

Can we go back to the days our love was strong
Can you tell me how a perfect love goes wrong
Can somebody tell me how to get things back
The way they used to be
Oh God give me the reason
I'm down on bended knee
I'll never walk again, until you come back to me
I'm down on bended knee

(Wanna build a new life
Just you and me
Gonna make you my wife
Raise a family)

Can somebody tell me how to get things back
The way things used to be
Oh God give me a reason
I'm down on bended knee
I'll never walk again, til you come back to me
I'm down on bended knee

,12:16 AM

another day, another quarrel.. just like always.. hard to have happy times, hard to do the things that we use to enjoy.. forgotten, forsake, misunderstood...it's not that i don't care about you, u know deep down inside i do, that's why i'm still here and not away from you.

what makes it so wrong that i did? i did not claim that i am single when im not, i did not make love to another girl and get caught 5 times by you like your ex, i did not disregard your feeling when you say u do not like about me doing something else.

I did forsake my friends for your sake, i did try to make all your fantasy and dreams come true, i did try to change and make an effort to head down your place like u wanted, i did and have been changing so much till i've really lose track of myself..

what am i doing? why am i doing this? what happen to me? most importantly... who am i?

i really dunno.. i really feel so trapped and engulfed in this tiny airspace that i'm allowed to breathe once a while.. sigh... i'm just blogging this out to seek another area of freedom.. this is my only escape, my only way to let things out without complicating things.. hope you'll understand..

but baby, for your sake, i'll still press on till i'm that perfect man that you seek and hunger for.. i'll keep on trying..

Monday, March 5,4:03 AM

its officially 410am.. well, it is to my digiclock so yA, haha! i tried to slp but apparently i can't been watching unbeatables 1 (old stuff but still nice to watch, whoh.. yan kun, long ting guang, yan fei, qi feng...) and been "dota"ing with AI, sia la.. crystal maiden hard to use.. >< nice to haress though, lol!

anyway, suppose to wake up @ 430am to pack up stuff and you know, shower and stuff, but yup, apparently i can't even sleep so yA... oh did i forget to mention?
I AM HEADING TO HONG KONG!!
Flight's apparently @ 8 but suppose to reach there by 630am, and booked a taxi @ 545am, so in the meantime, OH OH OH OH ! forgot to mentioned, as i couldn't sleep, i actually called macdelivery, one mac chicken meal upsized and one large fries on the side. hehe!! i seriously hope can gain weight! (^^)

so now, what do i expect to see in hong kong? well, hope to see more "meimEi"s and stuff, but typically is to go there to shop, drink and RELAX!! yeah! hmmm.. most importantly is to find the infamous "tong luo wan" in the olden secondary school days "young and dangerous" (PS. for people who dunno, "tong luo wan" is also known as "causeway bay" in hongkong) i hope that there ain't ah bengs or parang waving people around, but chicks are welcome lol!

i'll try to update you people as much as possible during my trip there yA? PROVIDED i can find a computer linked to the net, if not, gottta wait for my trip back to find out! ^^

PS.PS.> im coming back on the coming friday 1945hrs ^^

Sunday, March 4,1:14 AM

well, was kinda bored, so as i was browzing about the web and surfing the net, i stumbled upon this vid. lol! almost laff the shit out of it. lol check it out

oh yeah, btw was surfing irc... YES MIRC!! where all the despo guy and horny people lives and stayed.. had to actually download the thing to use it. lol well one thing for sure, the horny guys are everywhere and the ratio as per my secondary sch days are still 20:1 and check this new channel called "#netmeeting" really weird people stays there, got this nick who calls herself "jennifer" pmed me with sms like, "im hot and wet.. would you like to see me?" so being the typical male, plus my beloved baby is starving me of.. well.. think about it.. lol, so i said yes and eww... she was a big turn off.. show u her picture.

so you see, she ain't much of a hottie and her name was apparently michelle as embedded in her picture nick. so DARN! guess she's from our beloved red-light-district if not some darn horny girl, well if u guys are interested, just quip urself with a cam and she'll entertain u like no tml, i had to block her off sia lol!! real horny thing i tell u lol. anyway, here's her add " wat_a_girl_wants@hotmail.com"
good things must share rite? yawn..

OH YA!! must make it clear,
THIS IS NOT A SCANDEL!!! baby, are you listening ? THIS IS NOT A SCANDEL! just merely a post.

Anyway, jason just "jio"-ed basketball tml, 4pm @ KSL, whoh.. too much details, then again, too lazy to press backspace.. lol fingers just went on and on..

oh ya, today suppose to go for the SCC handdown, but things has it that most peeps i'm close to ain't attenting, and that somewhat i felt leftout of the club, so yup.. decided to not go at all, if not gonna be a sorethumb.. lol

alright then, im bored.. heading to bed now! NITEZ!!

Saturday, March 3,2:00 AM

couldn't slp.. kept tossing and turning, something just ain't right, somethings are so artificial to me, so opaque.. i know i'm wrong in a way, but guess sometimes things just what they seemed to be huh..

i'm sorry for shouting and being mean, was hoping to get some things off my chest, to be honest to u just like u are to be, but perhaps, my manner of speaking is not really tactful.. well.. for that i'm sorry..

i know u need someone there for you, but the thing is that, how sure are you that you've really found the one your're looking for? sigh... sometimes, the things u do and say doesn't really go hand in hand...it just simply makes me think, are we really alright..

to hear you say that before you hung up and yet see this entry.. it really puzzles me..