When it rains, it pours. Yesterday's MP was a great disappointment to myself, the day actually came naturally to me, the song that would explain it all, the reason for my recent behaviour.. Anticipation to sing it out was stronger than expected, but then, it had to rain.. sheesh..
Location was shifted but then the equipments had to fail; feedbacks, low batt, unless mics, of all screw up, mine.. anyway, that's not it, halfway thru the performance, there had to be disruption and killed my hearing; totally couldn't pitch and thank god there was sean who carried on the riff.
But what really killed me that night was the that my past appeared... brought back memories and painful scene that flooded my mind, which made me more determined to sing out the best of my song (shall not say about how this song came about)

The truth (about us)
4/4
Em G D A7 – chorus verse
C G Am
C G D – bridge
Verse 1
What was it then you didn’t know
The love was real and so was i
How did time unwind it self,
Scars so deep I rather died…

Verse 2
Had a chance to say I do
But it seemed that god did not approve
You missed my words and let me pass
Epiphany was what you left to me

Chorus
Stop the lies that made us true
It didn’t had to be that way
Couldn’t you just give me the faith?
To be the man that you never knew
Why did you choose forsake and not
Lie on my shoulders when it counts
I’m locked inside my room,
as I look upon the closen door…

Verse 3
You tell me you have tried but things doesn’t seem to be that way
Why would you’ve chosen to lie cause I still don’t believe that is you

Chorus

Bridge

Chorus

Well, to top it off, lil' one had to cry her heart out.. not blaming her but, it was almost the breaking point for me, well... anyway, water under the bridge, it's over, just wanted to blog it down to remind myself of such a day which everything almost made me the old me again, the one whom i wan to ignore and forget. (^^)"

Mood: Sniffy (running nose)
Song playing now: Enimem - My Dad's gone crazy

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